Broken

Ken and Linda arrived safely here in Lancaster around midnight last night.  After some hard hugs, we parted ways to get some MUCH needed rest.

I woke this morning just thinking about everything and going...well, maybe I don't have to be as sad as I felt yesterday.  Maybe every day really does get easier.  But right now, I just don't know.  I just sat here reading all your wonderful comments and blessings on Kevin's short life, and our marriage, and I just miss him all the more.

The thought of never kissing him again, or holding him, or even just hearing his voice absolutely destroys me.  I know he is no longer in pain, and this horrible disease doesn't control our lives anymore, but it still doesn't help comfort me right now.

Just please be with us today as make the arrangements, which I think will be the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

Thank you all.