Can't Sleep

Been trying for almost 4 hours to sleep, to no avail.  I'm just doing this constant play by play of the "what ifs" and pleading with God for relief.  Pray that my brain will shut off for the night so I can rest.

Called the hospital, Kevin is now on a constant sedation drip and another med so that he will not remember any of this.  It has made him more comfortable.  Good news there :)